As soon as I saw Jesus feed those five thousand people with the tiny bit of bread and fish he had I knew that he was not an ordinary man. I tried again to find him but I would show up to places late and miss his presence or I would go to places where he never showed. He is an incredibly humble and private man who does not make a big deal of appearing in places and cares not for much attention. I decided to try a different approach. I knew that this man had healed many, and done many miracles so I went and asked the locals who the most afflicted people in the lands in Israel were. I figured that Jesus would certainly try and find these people and help them in some way. So as I asked and was told stories of blind men, widowed women and others, I came across the story of a man who lived in the region of the Gerasene who was possessed by evil spirits. I was told that he lived in the tombs and that despite being chained many times, he had broken them with ease as the demons inside him, gave him incredible strength. I travelled to this land in hopes that Jesus would also come and help this man. I knew it was an incredible risk as it was possible that Jesus would never come, however I had to take a risk in order to see him once again and so I waited by the shores of the lake at Garasene to see if he would come in a boat. Days passed and I would go home empty handed and disappointed. Still I prayed to God that He would send his servant this way. He did. On one of the days I saw a boat come up in the distance. As it came closer I saw that it was indeed Jesus Christ and his followers. I hid behind a tomb and looked on to see what Jesus would do. When the possesed man saw Jesus from a distance, he ran and fell on his knees in front of him. He shouted out at him, “What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? In God’s name don’t torture me. Then Jesus asked him, “What is your name?” “My name is Legion,” he replied, “for we are many.” And he begged Jesus again and again not to send them out of the area. The demons begged Jesus, “Send us among the pigs; allow us to go into them.” There had been a large herd of them near a hillside; I had seen them many times on my trips to the area. Jesus then gave them permission, and the impure spirits came out and went into the pigs. I then saw the entire herd, about 2000 of them run off a cliff and fall to the sea below! Another miracle! The man was completely cleaned of the evil demons inside him. I have now seen enough. I am going to dedicate my life to follow this man, he is not the type of person that I can simply let pass me by. I want to know him.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
As soon as I saw Jesus feed those five thousand people with the tiny bit of bread and fish he had I knew that he was not an ordinary man. I tried again to find him but I would show up to places late and miss his presence or I would go to places where he never showed. He is an incredibly humble and private man who does not make a big deal of appearing in places and cares not for much attention. I decided to try a different approach. I knew that this man had healed many, and done many miracles so I went and asked the locals who the most afflicted people in the lands in Israel were. I figured that Jesus would certainly try and find these people and help them in some way. So as I asked and was told stories of blind men, widowed women and others, I came across the story of a man who lived in the region of the Gerasene who was possessed by evil spirits. I was told that he lived in the tombs and that despite being chained many times, he had broken them with ease as the demons inside him, gave him incredible strength. I travelled to this land in hopes that Jesus would also come and help this man. I knew it was an incredible risk as it was possible that Jesus would never come, however I had to take a risk in order to see him once again and so I waited by the shores of the lake at Garasene to see if he would come in a boat. Days passed and I would go home empty handed and disappointed. Still I prayed to God that He would send his servant this way. He did. On one of the days I saw a boat come up in the distance. As it came closer I saw that it was indeed Jesus Christ and his followers. I hid behind a tomb and looked on to see what Jesus would do. When the possesed man saw Jesus from a distance, he ran and fell on his knees in front of him. He shouted out at him, “What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? In God’s name don’t torture me. Then Jesus asked him, “What is your name?” “My name is Legion,” he replied, “for we are many.” And he begged Jesus again and again not to send them out of the area. The demons begged Jesus, “Send us among the pigs; allow us to go into them.” There had been a large herd of them near a hillside; I had seen them many times on my trips to the area. Jesus then gave them permission, and the impure spirits came out and went into the pigs. I then saw the entire herd, about 2000 of them run off a cliff and fall to the sea below! Another miracle! The man was completely cleaned of the evil demons inside him. I have now seen enough. I am going to dedicate my life to follow this man, he is not the type of person that I can simply let pass me by. I want to know him.
John 6
After my decision to become a believer and follower of Jesus, uprooting my family from our hometown in order to support Jesus and His mission, I have heard and seen many great things. Not only have I experienced miracles first hand, but I have also been able to hear Him speak meaningful parables, and preach the Gospel to all peoples. Since I have been following Jesus, He has already healed many sick, crippled, and poor people everywhere. Everywhere He goes He amazes crowds and turns belief into disbelief. Today was an extraordinary case though, because Jesus fed five thousand people! Yes, five thousand! While I am not completely sure how He was able to do this, it only validates the fact that this man is the Son of God, as He so claims to be. Now, let me back track to the beginning of this story, and how my day started...
We had crossed to the far shore of the Sea of Galilee, also known as the Sea of Tiberias and as Jesus arrived a great crowd of people followed him. This vast amount of people crowded around Him because they had seen seen the signs he had performed by healing the sick. Many of the onlookers were extremely curious, and it was an intriguing sight for me to see. After this great crowd had surrounded Him, I watched Jesus and His disciples go up to the mountainside and sit down. I followed after them and as Jesus was sitting down he looked up and spoke to Philip. I heard Him say, “Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?” I was confused as to why He would ask this. Later, I overheard discussion over this and we learned that Jesus asked this only to test him, for he already had in mind what he was going to do. After Jesus had asked this, Philip answered him by saying, “It would take more than half a year’s wages to buy enough bread for each one to have a bite!” Another of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, spoke up, “Here is a boy with five small barley loaves and two small fish, but how far will they go among so many?” Jesus said, “Have the people sit down.” There was plenty of grass in that place, and they sat down. Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed to those who were seated as much as they wanted and he did the same with the fish.
When the people saw that Jesus was able to produce food for five thousand people they were amazed and knew He was the Prophet and Son of Man!
Mark 5
Crispus, Jimmy, June 3
Mark 5
Jesus has returned to Capernaum again! After He fed the 5000, Jesus got into a boat with His disciples and crossed the lake. Along with all the other people, I had to take a day to walk around it to catch up. When I caught up with Him, He was walking through the streets of Capernaum, with people crowding around Him. Jairus, the local synagogue leader, all of a sudden appeared before Jesus and kneeled before Him. I listened, curious as to what Jairus would say.
As it seems, Jairus’ daughter had become ill while I was following Jesus, and was near death. Jairus had heard of Jesus, and wanted Jesus to heal his daughter. Right as Jairus asked, Jesus agreed to go with him, and they both started walking toward Jairus’ home. The crowd followed, when all of a sudden, Jesus paused. He looked around and asked, “Who touched my robe?” The people were puzzled, as they were all pressing around Jesus. Then a woman with a bleeding problem, whom I had seen before, stepped forward. She had been healed! The crowd was amazed. This woman had been sick for ages, and we had all watched as she paid crackpot doctors to give her treatments, but she still became worse. Now, just by reaching to touch Jesus’ garment as He walked by, Jesus had healed her! Jesus turned to the woman. She was afraid, but Jesus comforted her, saying, “Daughter, your faith has made you well.”
Another of Jairus’ servants showed up just then. He said to Jairus, “Your daughter has died.” Jairus’ face sank, but Jesus told him not to be afraid, but to have faith. Then Jesus told the rest of us to wait, took three of His disciples with Jairus, and went to Jairus’ home. The crowd, with me in it, waited with anticipation. We guessed what Jesus would do. Some said Jesus would comfort the family, but I knew what Jesus would do. About half an hour later, Jesus returned. Then we heard laughter and shouts of joy as the girl walked down the street after Jesus, between her parents!
I thought about what I had seen of Jesus. He healed in response to faith, not status, gender, race, or heritage. He healed the peasant, the cripple, the sick woman, and the daughter of the synagogue ruler. What had prompted the healings? Jesus had said their faith was why they were healed.
Mark 5
The swine suddenly became wild and threw themselves into the sea and drowned themselves. Amazed, I later learned the history behind the man. He roamed the tombs and was constantly tormented by the demons. He would bruise himself and hurt himself with stones. The people would try to chain him to the tombs but he would always break them and his wildness couldn’t be untamed. Later they found him clothed and sane, and the people of Gerasenes were confused and in awe at the same time.
But the happiness was short-lived once the people living their heard about the pigs. The herdsman went into the city to tell others what had happened and soon they were begging Jesus to leave. How could they see this demon-possessed man, now transformed into a normal human being, and not want Jesus to stay? To me, this was ridiculous. Losing a couple pigs to demons seemed a much better option that letting the demons torture one of their own. These people had no idea what they were dealing with and in confusion wanted to push this man away. It was sad really, he probably could’ve done so many miracles there if they had wanted him to stay.
But instead Jesus went away quietly, no snide remarks or retorts. He just listened to the people and left. That was it. How could a man not show anger to a city he had helped? How could he just walk away quietly and let them forget his presence? If I were a man with such great powers, I wouldn’t want to leave- I’d want to prove myself to them. But Jesus didn’t do this. This was interesting to me because I wanted to find the source of his humbleness. With that, I followed him on to his next adventure.